I do, but I'm not going to.
I am going to Korea to attend a conference, and I am unable to perform for my club's concert. The worse part: I still have to come for every practice and prepare for the concert I'm not singing.
Well that was what I thought initially, that it was a lose-lose situation for me. I was really upset and sian I couldn't get to perform, but yet have to invest my summer because of responsibilities as an exco member. Thankfully, this feeling only lasted briefly. I can't imagine sulking and doing something unwillingly for a few months, because it's hard for me to do something I don't like.
It's 4 weeks left to concert, and we are not even half ready. So many things to be done, such as execution of stage performance other than singing itself. Props, script, and all the little details have yet to be discussed. It's quite sad to think that I wouldn't be able to even watch the show I've prepared for :( but I guess I'm still pretty excited about the end product!
And honestly, I have to thank God that the preparation process didn't seem like a chore to me; at least it was different from what I had expected. It's actually an enriching experience to be planning for this student-led event. It kinda allowed me to see the potential I have as a student, and I tell myself that I can actually achieve great things. My summer is definitely not wasted, as I believe that in this hectic period of juggling with church, relationships and CCA, I learn to treasure and appreciate the little rest I have, the little time I spend with my loved ones, and the little things that would make me smile.
Alright thoughts are fuzzy, time to sleep!
To a good day ahead!