All Things New

It's funny how I hated putting my thoughts into words in the past. I thought it was idiotic, for you'll never know who your readers are, or if there were any..

Some people blog to get readers, while others may try to exhibit what kind of glamour life, if not emo life they have. In any way, it's a rather self-centred move isn't it?

Maybe not such a strong description. You blog because you expect readers. You want people to know about your life. Or you are just lazy to pen it down, like me.

Okay fine, point is, I wanted to explain that I actually love attention. :O

This is a new blog, but not my first. The last minute I checked, my old (stupid) blog has around 500++ posts, starting from 2006 till last week. It's private because I'm embarrassed about my past, I'm not ready to embrace it. I was a bad-ass but some posts remind me of sad things which I think I'll be better off without. I still keep the blog for memory sake.

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I attended a job interview/briefing near bugis today. Cutting the VERY LONG story short, the job was to be a promoter and you basically earn per unit sold, and the commission is incredibly high. I was rather convinced, although skeptical, and even though I was cool with getting on with training, I could not stop mulling over its supposed benefits on the bus ride to church.

A little voice told me I should Google the company.

But I did not, I'm not sure why. I told myself I could always do after PM.

Annoyingly, this thing distracted me and I wasn't focusing at all. But God works in His wonderful ways. I am convinced of taking up the offer since it seemed like a good one and I could pay off my uni fees without having my parents to eat less. After what seemed like eternity, I was stunned by God's question.

"Do you trust me?"

Whoa, yes I do, but.. Trust is a funny thing. One moment you are so convicted but then the other you start to doubt why you ever trust in the first place.

Thankfully, with struggles and a conversation with God, I trust that I'll trust that I'll trust in Him. Oh yes I will.
Aaaand. I decided to 脚踏实地 and work diligently for what I deserve and be contended with sufficient.

Finally, after pm, I got to talk to Sean. He told me that this company had really bad reviews. EOS. 



Father: 为什么你读圣经不要开灯的？
Brother: Because God is light.