quarter-life

I realized I'm getting old when I said I rather nua at home on a Friday night.

Seems to me that I can't be bothered with what others think of me anymore, and in that sense, it's very liberating. To be yourself and not to be too concerned with the outward expressions. But it's bad in a way because I'm too lazy to put in effort into new friendships unless I could really connect with that person (case in point: Mich).

And at this age, I also can't be bothered if people see me having lunch alone, and I bet I didn't feel the same way 3 years ago. It feels good to be at a place like this :)

So nope, no crisis yet, and I thank God for finally bringing me into a good place in life where I appreciate every moment learning, growing, and maturing with excitement. Thank God for realigning my focus and priorities on ministry work, giving me enough strength, ability, and joy to do what needs to be done. So God, I'm just waiting for you to bring me into the next phase of my life, and you know what it is!